Fast Fowarding to Today!

Tomorrow my miracle babies will be 2 years and 8 months!!!! They are so incredibly loving, smart, funny, caring and everything you could ask for! They truly are the best little girls!

Fast Forwarding to today!

Fast forwarding to today, my girls are almost 16 months!!!! (april 7th they will be exactly 16 months)

Im Back!

Hey guys! I haven't posted in a while so I thought I would post some pictures for everyone to catch up. December 7th, 2014 my baby girls were a YEAR OLD! Time flies!!!

My baby girls are almost 10 months old!

Getting Big

My two happy babies... but sometimes they're crabby ;)

Where Does the Time Go?!

On May 7th my girls turned 5 months old!

I don't think anybody will ever fully understand how incredibly thankful and blessed I feel every time I look into these two little faces. The pregnancy was rough and was one of the hardest/scariest times of my life, not knowing what was going to happen, having doctors tell me all the horrifying things you never want to hear. All the days, nights back and forth to the hospital with some new sort of concern, all the crying, praying, sleepless nights are all at rest now that my two little miracles are here with me smiling and laughing at the silly faces and sounds people make. There was definitely someone looking down on me, my guardian angel...my dad <3 I know I post many statuses and pictures of my girls but I can't express it enough how grateful I am to be able to hold and kiss them today. Aubree and Avery mommy loves you to the moon and back, you girls are my world <3

Doctors aren't always right!

September 23, 2013 was one of the worst days of my life, I was almost about 5 months pregnant when doctors told me to terminate my pregnancy. Once hearing those words stumble from their mouths, my only reaction was to hysterically cry, at this point I knew their genders, I had their names picked out and one of the most amazing feelings women will ever experience is feeling their baby move around. All of this going through my head and thinking I am going to lose them devastated me, but by the next day a new emotion emerged I was now so angry that doctors would even mention the "T" word. I was determined to keep these babies in as long as I could even if that meant going on complete bed rest. Doctors then proceeded to tell me that bed rest will not help. Around 22 weeks while I was in the hospital doctors told me that I was going to lose my babies that night. But they were wrong because the next day I was discharged from the hospital with my babies still growing inside me. After 3 months on bed rest, December 7th, 2013 I delivered to healthy baby girls! They are so precious, my miracle twins, I love them so much and I am proud of myself for sticking with my gut and ignoring the doctors. I have two words for all the doctors who told me to terminate my pregnancy...FUCK YOU!....because look what I would be missing out on!

A Little Update.

My girls are now 4 months old and are getting bigger everyday, they truly are my miracle babies! So incredibly blessed and thankful I did not listen to the doctors who told me to terminate my pregnancy because I would be missing out on the best thing that has ever happen to me and boyfriend newly known as my Fiance!! Yay yes I got engaged to the love of my life on April 13th at our daughters christening <3

Avery (Twin B) Then and now!

Aubree (Twin A) Then and now!

2 Months old!

My Miracle Babies

On Saturday December 7th at 31 weeks 1 day I delivered my two beautiful baby girls. They are in NICU but are doing so well. I am so blessed and grateful to have made it to this day. I am a proud mommy to Aubree Lee, 3lbs 4oz 15in born at 5:26am and Avery Rose, 3lbs 10oz 17in born at 5:32am<3

30 Weeks and Counting!

Today I am exactly 30 weeks! I am so grateful to have made it this far, when about 10 weeks ago things weren't looking to promising. I thank all my family, friends and amazing boyfriend for all their help and support.

Seven Months and Counting!

In exactly 2 days I will be 29 weeks! Looking back at the past 9 weeks which definitely were not easy, I have to say I am extremely happy and proud of myself for making it this far. I am so grateful for everything and everyone in my life, this whole experience was an eye opener for me in so many ways. Now that the baby shower has passed the next thing I look forward to is the day I get to meet my 2 baby girls  Thank you everyone for the love and support 

My Baby Bump Collage

One More Little Bump

Then it was November 6th and the morning was going good, I had no issues until around 2pm. At 2pm when I went to the bathroom I wiped something really gross looking. I looked like a long kinda thick booger but it was brown. I had no idea what it was so I told my mom. We called my aunt and she said sounds like it could be old blood but i'm not positive so I would call your doctor. I called my doctor and they advised me to go to the hospital, so back to the hospital it was. Obviously I did not want to go but I had to do what I had to do. I was at the hospital from like 430pm-715pm. They did and sonogram, watched for contractions, checked their fluid levels and listened to their heart beats. They told me that everything looked normal and that the bleeding was most likely just irritation from all the pressure and that the gross discharge was most likely just something old making its way out. I was relieved and was happy to be going back home.

A Little Bump in the Road

On November 5th, I went for my 2 hour glucose test at 730am. It wasn't terrible but it certainly was not fun. Since I was unable to eat that morning and then had to drink that really sweet liquid they gave me, I started to feel really nauseous and light headed. After getting stuck with the needle 4 times I was all done and ready to go home. Once I got home 2 of my aunts and 2 of my cousins were coming over to help get stuff done for my baby shower. I sat at the kitchen table for hours helping, doing the favors, making lollipops and then wrapping them up to make them look all pretty. Around 3pm when I went to the bathroom, I noticed a little bit of pinkish discharge (blood). I knew it was time to lay down and rest. From 3pm to about 8pm I continued to have some blood every time I went to the bathroom. I was worried but was sure it was only because I was up too long. So later I went to bed and woke up the next morning and everything was fine.  I was relieved.

26 weeks 1 day... Getting Big

26 Weeks!

Woohoo! Today I am exactly 26 weeks, it's incredible how far I have come but I always new I could. It  doesn't stop here I still have some time to go but I have faith and know I can do it. Today is November 1st which means my baby shower is in exactly 15 days and I can not wait. Lately things have been going so great and I feel amazing. Just a little bit more and I will finally meet my baby girls.

Never a Dull Moment

Today my brother smelt gas in the house, so he called up the fire department and explained the situation. About 20 minutes later a firetruck and EMT trucks arrived. They said that there was a leak and that the carbon monoxide levels were extremely high...205! They had us all evacuate the house and since I am pregnant they sent an ambulance to come check me out, everything was fine but they had me lay in the back of the ambulance with an oxygen mask. Thankfully now the house is completely aired out and I am back inside. I must say this has been one interesting pregnancy!